So, instead of reading my courseworks and lecture notes for two upcoming exams tomorrow, I just finished a couple of games in League of Legends and drank till the last sip of my grande-sized cappucino espresso. Talk about productivity and motivation! Hah!
"What's up with my life?
That's the first sentence that came into my mind once I saw this blog's bookmark under the address bar. At that moment, I recalled everything that has happened since my last blogpost. Remembering just a gist, I made a list of stuff that happened in my life, so far.
- Student Media Congress at De La Salle University
- An unforgettable issue (personal)
- Hell month of August
- My Aunt died last monday :(
- Trips to San Pedro
- More school hassles
- Getting addicted and sort of pro at League
- Karlosis session almost everyday
- Chopped my hair off
Pretty much, I've been dealing with loads of shitty and depressing stuff the whole month and one of the things that annoys me the most are the things that people talk about everywhere these days. It's kinda absurd to think about, especially on hard times, but it was quite inevitable. Sux.
**Update 08/16/2014
I just got home a few hours ago from my Tita's funeral. She died of fighting cervical cancer last monday, a day before my parent's wedding anniversary, and a few days before my nineteenth birthday. Honestly, it wasn't really a big deal for me not to celebrate my birthday this year, but people are greeting me and my favorite coffee place gave a suprise birthday sylvannas! It was really touching and sweet! :) I also received the best gift anyone has ever given to me yesterday. Of course, it was from the best man I know. I really wasn't expecting anything, though I knew that he was saving up money the whole month just to buy me that kind of gift. :>
As of now, I'm okay. Still mourning for my Tita Isie, but I'm still facing the harsh world of schoolandia and shit. As our finals come closer, more projects and shits pile up. I got a photoshoot and a tarp layout to do, and people are kind of thinking that I'm making excuses not to contact them and do my job, which is kinda sad, because they tend to forget that I'm in a devastated state and I'm just masking my happiness online. Such people :( I just really hope that they would understand how busy I am right now and tweeting/posting/doing something that would make me happy is just a mask and a vent to forget this sad, sad tragedy I'm facing right now.
I need to breathe.
**Update 08/16/2014
I just got home a few hours ago from my Tita's funeral. She died of fighting cervical cancer last monday, a day before my parent's wedding anniversary, and a few days before my nineteenth birthday. Honestly, it wasn't really a big deal for me not to celebrate my birthday this year, but people are greeting me and my favorite coffee place gave a suprise birthday sylvannas! It was really touching and sweet! :) I also received the best gift anyone has ever given to me yesterday. Of course, it was from the best man I know. I really wasn't expecting anything, though I knew that he was saving up money the whole month just to buy me that kind of gift. :>
As of now, I'm okay. Still mourning for my Tita Isie, but I'm still facing the harsh world of schoolandia and shit. As our finals come closer, more projects and shits pile up. I got a photoshoot and a tarp layout to do, and people are kind of thinking that I'm making excuses not to contact them and do my job, which is kinda sad, because they tend to forget that I'm in a devastated state and I'm just masking my happiness online. Such people :( I just really hope that they would understand how busy I am right now and tweeting/posting/doing something that would make me happy is just a mask and a vent to forget this sad, sad tragedy I'm facing right now.
I need to breathe.
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